Saturday, March 7, 2015

The Balanced Life

I'm obsessed with food. Yeah? When I first went back to school, I thought I wanted to be an R.D. (Registered Dietitian). You see when I was jobless. All I did was work out 2x a day, eat really healthy, and be skinny. I was inspired. I probably thought I could do that for a living. Be a dietitian. That didn't work out. The stress of school (Organic Chem, BioChem, what?!) and studying caused me to overeat and then I left no time for working out. I also did not like the R.D. path which was training us to work with the ill, which is a great thing, but it was not my calling, especially considering my love for food for its pleasure, and considering how poorly I ate too. I ended up with my food science degree for several reasons. I think by that time I realized I was not into the whole R.D. thing. I was not interested in doing the 3 unit internship for it, taking the exam for it, or doing the one year long internship for it, going through the application process for it. I was supposed to be a double major actually, and at the time, because of budget cuts, the school made me pick one. Food Science or Nutrition. The choice was easy. Food Science. I didn't have to do that internship. I realized while doing my food science internship that I had a passion and interest for building food safety programs for businesses. And then I got my dream job at my dream company. I was be in charge of building the quality program for one of my favorite brands and products. It was set.
Anyway. This does not mean I am not chasing my dream of a balanced life. The one where I work, eat healthy, workout, take care of my mind, body, and health, while at the same time maintaining my friendships, spending time with family, and having a little fun here and there.
 I thought about it recently, and my life is pretty balanced. I do get to eat well, workout, I have a great job, and a comfy home, great friends, and my family is nearby too. But I'm not doing enough. My belly is still huge! LOL. I get asked if I am pregnant, maybe at least once year. My belly just likes to hang out. I remember noticing my belly was kind of round since I was around 9, and I guess over the years, that belly just keeps getting bigger and bigger. I do eat a lot though, so I can't act dumb, and pretend I do not know where this belly came from.
Anyway. I'm trying to change up my workout routine, specifically, I'm trying to incorporate some running, even if it is just once a week. I've been doing bar method for over a year now, and I think I need something a little more, to really get my blood flow going, not that bar method does not do that.
You know another thing I like to do is go bouldering. It sounds so strange. But I like it. It's scary, because if I let go, my brain thinks I might die. Bouldering is rock climbing without the ropes. In a bouldering gym, you follow a colored tape path called a problem, and when you make it all the way to the top, you feel that instant gratification of accomplishment. Your heart is racing. Your arms are sore. It's perfect.
So I got sore legs from running, sore arms from climbing. Perfect.
Anyway back to the diet thing. Cutting off comfort food would be difficult for me. I grew up in a home, that always had a a good hot meal waiting for me cooked by my father. Food is how I knew my father's love. Also, there's all these diet theories out there, and it's to figure out which one will work for you. Eating healthy is kinda common sense. Eat a lot of veggies? Eat a lot of fat (french diet, bullet proof), eat like a caveman, cut out carbs, cut out wheat, calorie ristrict, Ah! what to do?! what to eat!
Anyway I found this chick, Frelee, recently. I've been intrigued by her diet theory. Hers is raw vegan, and mostly fruit! Aka high carb! this sounded like a yummy diet. All the fruit i want! MmmmMMmm. SHe believes in mono fruit meals too. Meaning you eat one fruit, so your body and brain does not take a lot of energy digesting the food. She is also called the banana girl because she believes that bananas a a good fruit to do this mono diet with because a lot of us are low in potassium. Also, you have to eat ripe bananas! No green bananas. Ok? She got me fantasizing that I can too can be like Frelee one day.

Anyway,
Here is just one of her videos. I kinda just picked it randomly.

Sunday, February 1, 2015

2015

End of the 1st month of 2015 and so many things on my mind. Continuous self improvement, the meaning/point of life, what makes me happy, what is important is all on my mind. I know this blog is called happy and fabulous hazel and for the most part I am happy and fabulous, but 2015, man, I would say probably hit me like a ton of bricks. Definitely a turning point or awakening and making me think of things I've never considered. I'm turning 30 this year, and I know it's so cliche to be wondering about life when one reaches this point, But I've definitely been doing it. Happy 2015 ya'll. We can do this. We will make it!

Monday, January 5, 2015

Wildest Moments

Fromt he outside everyone wonders why we try. Baby in our wildest moments, we can be the greatest. We can be worst of all. 




Broods

Burning bridges. Watch a couple struggle as they go back and forth if it's times to end or move on. 

Saturday, January 3, 2015

Chet faker

First song I've listened to that is Chet Faker was probably his cover of No Diggity. Which is a good cover. Listen to it. 
This music video is fun though. 3 girls on roller skates. I first tried roller skating not that long ago and I actually liked it. Some roller rinks can be quite a blast too. 

Friday, January 2, 2015

Moosic: Prayer in C

 Lilly Wood & the Prick  &  Robin Schulz. The video is fun. Watch it.

Lyrics
Ya, you never said a word
You didn't send me no letter
Don't think I could forgive you
See, our world is slowly dying
I'm not wasting no more time
Don't think I could believe you
Ya, you never said a word
You didn't send me no letter
Don't think I could forgive you
See, our world is slowly dying
I'm not wasting no more time
Don't think I could believe you
Ya, our hands will get more wrinkled
And our hair, it will be grey
Don't think I could forgive you
And see the children are starving
And their houses were destroyed
Don't think they could forgive you
Hey, when seas will cover lands
And when men will be no more
Don't think you can forgive you
Yeah, when there'll just be silence
And when life will be over
Don't think you will forgive you

Uptown Oakland

Not sure I've written about Dogwood yet. But it's been a favortie for good cocktails in the area. Tonight I had a Percy's elixir. It's gin, gentiane-Quina, and chinato. I don't know what the heck that all means. I'm just drinking it. It's the bartenders recipe. Is her name Percy? I have not figured that out yet. They even have the "best" grilled cheese in the Bay, so they say. Which I have had. And it is pretty good! They even have a deli slicer. That means they are serious.